Life Update – Building Kniraven Through Grit, Debt, and Determination

Behind every ambitious project is a relentless human story, and Kniraven LLC is no exception. Founder Nickolas D. Patino has been pouring energy into this venture while maintaining an intensive full-time job as a financial analyst. Balancing long workdays, often 12 hours or more, with nights and weekends dedicated to building a transmedia empire is not easy—but it’s the reality of an independent creator who refuses to give up.

One of the most significant personal developments in recent months is the decision by Nickolas and his partner Taylor to begin financing a full garage-to-office conversion. This new space will serve as Kniraven’s HQ, media studio, and creative think tank. The choice wasn’t made lightly. It’s a long-term financial commitment that will take years to pay off, but it’s rooted in a belief that the business is worth building—no matter the personal risk.

Philosophy and Mental Focus

“If not now, then when?” is the mindset that drives this journey. Patino understands that waiting for the “perfect time” leads only to missed opportunity. To him, the real definition of success isn’t fame or money—it’s completion. Finishing what was started. Building the thing that’s lived in his head since middle school.

“I started this TTRPG in the 8th grade,” he says. “It’s gone through dozens of versions. It’s not just a game—it’s a lifelong creative pursuit.”

While there’s no true work-life balance—just constant momentum—Taylor has been fully supportive. She shares the vision and is excited about what the future holds. In many ways, the project provides a sense of purpose and distraction from daily stress. “The work distracts me. It helps me cope. Between the dream and my anti-anxiety meds, I keep going.”

What’s at Stake

The business isn’t venture-backed. It has no external investors, no safety net. Every expense, from merchandise to hosting, is paid out of pocket. Yet there’s a clarity in that risk: there’s no one to answer to but the vision itself. And with each passing month, Kniraven gets closer to being real—not just as a product, but as a lifestyle and mission.